Life update

 Life Update

Hi assalammualaikum everyone.

It has been like 16days I stayed here at Matrikulasi and Alhamdulillah, everything is okay. I managed to overcome 'homesick' feeling but somehow broke into tears after finishing my first day classes. It was a totally overwhelming feeling and I felt so much insecure towards other people ( whom now know as my classmates ) I got to say, the title of that day was ' back it again, hi low self confidence ' uh that sum up pretty much about myself. But now alhamdulillah, I'm okay.

My roommates are another thing that I shall really feel blessful with. They are kind-hearted and that is another Alhamdulillah. Allah grant my du'a. I spent my time by myself a lot since I have no old friends here but luckily I have my cousin here, so I always went here and there with her. For now, I'm not really into my classmates yet but maybe soon? Oh btw I love it when stranger smile at me! At bathroom, at my floor level, my neighbours. oh I FEEL SO HAPPY.

Being here, everything makes me to think twice. Should I wash my clothes that I just wear like half-day? Should I go to cafe where I have to wait for half an hour at night? Should I strive myself to save my pocket money? Should I ... ( & the list goes continue )

Annnnnnnd although tak best lagi duduk sini, but ok kita akan jadikan dia best. Hahah.

Study is really a last thing I shall mention but yea, it is chaotic. When they say it is fast track, they didn't lie. It was like everyone seems catch up but me. I always stunned over the WhatsApp group conversation, saw my classmates asked this and that topic where I don't even managed to read yet. Online class lecture doesn't sound fun AT ALL, I'm not lying. What do you expect them teaching Biology, Chemistry, Physics and Mathematics through video? What worst is, they use Google Translator voice and lullaby bgm. Oh gosh.

Nonetheless, that is that. Kena harungi and percaya dekat Allah untuk perjalanan kehidupan sebagai pelajar ni kan? Hihi. Okay, bye2

College D1

College D1

[ 4 Aug 2020 ]

Started a day with stomach ache, but it was fine. Bid a farewell to all the cats and Comot seemed like behaving well when I pat him. Now that I type this, I miss every cats that are probably playing around right now at home. With a heavy load of stuff that I brought today, everyone did breathe heavily all the steps on their way to the room. My floor is on the upper level so I got to say, my breath were a lot heavier every second that passed away. I was the first one to enter the room so I chose the bed that close with windows and started to sort out my things at the place. I managed to read few pages of Heaven Sent by Norhafsah Hamid though.

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It was bit boring, waiting for the next agenda but I hope it's gonna be fine tonight. Also my body ACHED a lot. It hurts and pain lol. Everyone are busy playing with their phone, so I decided to write a blog post.

Get Into Matrikulasi

GET INTO MATRIKULASI

Assalammualaikum and Hello everyone. I pray that everyone is in a state of healthy and happy, ameen. Time flies so fast this May-to-June months and honestly, I am quite blowing away- trying to catch up few things that going to happen in my life.

Last week, I got my UPU results and it turned out that I have been offered to further my study at Matrikulasi, Perak. Alhamdulillah. And since I have started my job back on 3rd Syawal, so the process to sit and search thoroughly about Matriks is slowing down for me, compared than everyone else. I can see that some people have bought things too and that's great. I have missed the date to download my surat tawaran at the official website and that explained more why I haven't started to settle down- completing the documents. The websites will be reopened back on 22nd June, so in shaa Allah still got time.

The thoughts of meeting new people and creating a circle of new friends have made me anxious already. My friends at Melaka probably rest assured since they got each other back face to face there, but here I am hahah, a local awkward social figure landing nowhere. Hello, I'm trying to adjust myself to be more social-able and I think I am doing great slowly. Although I was bit concerned about this, I hope it won't affect me that much.

I also have thought that what if I can't study properly despite my brain is not functioning properly these few months LOL and what if I can't do it... what if I failed... and more of what if.. But nah nevermind, things will work out anyway.

I hope it is not to late to say this but Salam Aidilfitri to everyone!

Routine on RMO Days

ROUTINE ON RMO DAYS

Assalammualaikum and Hi everyone :) Salam Ramadan Al Mubarak, may Allah abundance you with His blessing insyaAllah. How your day went like? Was it good? Or you found out that it was not that productive? Chill because productive actions have its own ride either you are consistently doing it or at some other days, you just feel like to not do anything. I guess that kinda normal because that's the spice of life taste.


On my last post, I've been sharing my top korean dramas that I personally love it. CLICK HERE TO READ. But these few weeks, I have stop watching any of k-dramas since I didn't really feel my adrenaline rush anymore hahah. The concepts are basically same, so that's why I stop watching them. But maybe next few months I will continue binge watching k-drama again, especially when I am busy hahaha. Who knows? 

When I was in high school, it was always watching k-dramas vs doing homework though.  (MY SPM RESULT'S POST )

Okay so let us move on. Since we are celebrating Ramadan this month, I bet you guys have own plan to do something, especially in learning to get to know Him and Islam. For me, I try my best but I always remind myself that it is not a competition. Self help might sounds boring but as long as it feeds soul, then why not? A lot of people commit their day either through cooking for iftaar, reading their favourite books, exercising with family and even selling this and that. I am truly inspired with all the energy that they show in any platform. So for today post, I will share my occasional not-so-daily-routine for these few days and I would glad to know yours! Comment down below ;)

After sahoor, I usually didn't continue sleep. Since I am morning person, I would always fill it with activities that I love. If you guys have read this post, you will know that I actually have started journalling. Because of that, it is one of my routines every day. Or maybe I might skip two or three days but that is basically a thing that I do. Sticking the stickers and washi tapes here and there, is fun. I bet the book going to be full with cringe worthy with a lil bit healing reflections that is fun to read for the next few 7 years. It just that nowadays I haven't express my thoughts that much although many things upset me but instead, I fill the journal book with my Ramadan notes.


I also read for 10 minutes in anyone blog. I know that there are e-books available ( I also got my free e-books at google bookstore since I am purchasing Teme Abdullah new series but the delivery got delayed ) and honestly, I could not read the fiction story on screen. The touching sense is lost and I don't really enjoy read them. That's why I have subscribed to some newsletters since it is not that fiction and easy to read, although there are some heavy topics being discussed. I cannot wait to be able buying books at the shop again.

!! AATUESDAYLOVELETTER / FADHILAH WAHID NEWSLETTER / DEAR SARINA 

It has been two weeks since I learned Japanese too and alhamdulillah, I enjoyed it for first few days until I met Kanji hahaha. It is hard and self-learning for a new language is not quite effective for me but I'll try to challenge it though.

!! Rasya's post on  Japanese Language Study Starter Pack for Beginners

When I say I'm not watching korean dramas, doesn't mean I'm not watching others hahahah. I am actually a big fan of Asian shows so currently, I'm watching Thailand drama. So my days full with me speaking Siam phrases and it is legit fun for real. I successfully annoyed everyone with my own slang. Kapchaina kaa.

!! Current watch : Game Sanaeha

And maybe I will swift to Japan shows since it can help me to understand Nihongo better. If you guys love J-Movies/Dramas, please tell me which one is worthy to watch!

Laaaaaastly, my daily routine will not complete with my Quran Tadabbur session with Sister Aaisyah Altaaf. I have tried Quran Tagging and Tadabbur by my own self before this but with this kind of guide line, I think it helps me to understand the aayah better. If you want to join this session, you can simply go to Al Huda Virtual Facebook and you can join us on this online class every 9AM this Ramadan. If you missed other juz and would like to listen the recording, I believe you can DM them and ask for the records insyaAllah.

!! Facebook Link

Till then! See ya in the next post, insyaAllah. Assalammualaikum.

ps : also daily routine, playing with comot :D

K-DRAMAS THAT YOU SHOULD WATCH DURING RMO

K-DRAMAS THAT YOU SHOULD WATCH DURING RMO

Hello and Assalammualaikum everyone, are you doing well? Remember to stay healthy okay? If you are 'new' to watch Korean dramas, then this post is specially made for you! To be honest, I am not that hard core fan of Korean Dramas ( maybe i have watched 50+ something sampai habis ) but I do really enjoy it. Law, medical, police, historical, etc2, mostly they put the efforts in details. That's why I prefer to watch them than regular Malay dramas. What for sure is, I love Asian shows. I just finished watching Live Up To Your Name, Dr Heo and currently watching Yong Pal. But I think I won't continue Yong Pal because get tired with rampas2 kuasa stuff. Is there any K-dramas that you guys enjoy these days? Drop the comments! So here we go, the list of top 10 K-dramas that you guys should watch during RMO and I hope you will love it.

1. Moon Lovers [ 9/10 ]

During a total solar eclipse, a 25-year-old 21st-century woman, Go Ha-jin, is transported back in time to the Goryeo Dynasty. She wakes up in the year of 941 in the body of Hae Soo, among the royal Wang family. She initially falls in love with the gentle and warm-hearted 8th Prince Wang Wook, and later Wang So, the fearsome 4th Prince who hides his face behind a mask and is given the derogatory label of "wolf dog." As the story develops, Hae Soo finds herself unwittingly caught between the rivalry and politics among the princes over the fight for the throne.

** actually, i watched this because of the all good looking princes hahaha ( they are all my fav ) but trust me, it is one of the best historical dramas that i have ever watched T___T and all the soundtracks freaking good

2. Kill Me, Heal Me [ 9/10 ]

Cha Do Hyun is a third-generation business heir who developed dissociative identity disorder, DID (previously known as multiple personality disorder) in the aftermath of several life-threatening traumatic events. He tries to regain control over his life with the help of Oh Ri Jin, a beautiful first-year psychiatric resident who helps him secretly. Do Hyun takes control over his condition properly and monitor all his seven identities.

** got attracted to watch this drama because of the multiply personality disorder...plus ji sung's act was amazing. i am a big fan of him. i totally recommend this one

3. Live [ 9/10 ]

Live tells the story of police officers - from the lowest field cadets and patrol officers, to their superiors including corporals, captains, and more - as they form the 'Live' team at the Hongil patrol division.

** setakat tahun ni, ni jelah yang drama yang i suka. it's a good drama and real eye-opener. now i know what korean police officers actually do. although it was quite heavy for some plot due to the sensitive cases that they took on but i wont regret watching this.

4. Guardian : The Lonely and Great God | Goblin [ 8/10 ]

Kim Shin, a decorated military general from the Goryeo Dynasty is framed as a traitor and killed by his master, the young King. Years after his death, he is cursed by the almighty to stay immortal forever and becomes a goblin. The only way to put an end to his immortality is the Goblin's bride, whose aid in pulling out the sword that will culminate his painful immortality. Ji Eun-Tak is a bubbly high school student who remains cheerful and hopeful despite her tragic life. She summons the goblin by chance and their fates begin to entwine.

** you are really missing something if you haven't watch this yet. i'm not a big fan of goblin before this because it was way too overrated but i ended up watching it because sung jae was there. guuuuuud drama and guuuud cast.

5. Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo [ 9/10 ]

A coming-of-age story about a group of college athletes who are fighting for their dreams, experiencing and finding love in the process, and growing every step of the way.

** this is light drama and got to say, it is one of my favorite couple duo. cute and fun to watch. i might be dreaming of getting my own joon hyung at college soon hshshshs

6. The Liar and His Lover [ 8/10 ]

A love story about a heartbroken genius music composer Kang Han-gyul, who meets the talented singer and student Yoon So-rim, whilst he's living under a hidden identity. With her courageous honesty and beautiful singing, So-rim draws Han-gyul back to her time and time again. Along the way, the two meet obstacles as So-rim starts her career in the music industry and begins to uncover Han-gyul's lies.

** i found myself drowned into romance drama back then and realized how many good dramas were released. another light drama like saja2 suka2 suki2 tengok. because kita tahu, mende2 macam ni tak wujud T____T

7. School 2015 : Who Are You [ 9/10 ]

Go Eun-byul and Lee Eun-bi are identical twins, separated after one is adopted at the age of 5. Eun-bi lives at the Love House, an orphanage home but she was bullied at school while teachers turn a blind eye. One day, on a school field trip to Tongyeong, Eun-byul mysteriously disappears. At the same time, Eun-bi is unjustly expelled from her school before jumping off a bridge in a suicide attempt. Ten days later, the injured and amnesiac Eun-bi is mistaken for her twin, Eun-byul, and her adoptive mother takes her home to Seoul, where she starts living as Eun-byul.

** I LOVE THIS SUUU MUCH. the antagonist makes me feels to slap her non stop for real. i prefer to not remember the ending because my shipping were not ended up together sadly. 

8. Descendants of The Sun [ 10/10 ]

Yoo Si-jin is the captain of a South Korean Special Forces unit who happens to fall in love with Dr. Kang Mo-Yeon. They begin to date but end up realize how different they are. They reunite again while providing aid in a country dealing with a natural disaster and civil strife. Si-jin, as a soldier, kills to protect lives while Mo-yeon, as a doctor, honors the Hippocratic Oath and tries to save lives.

** i know everyone probably already watched this but believe me, 2nd or 3rd watch still wont disappoint your feeling hahahaah. forever my hero, big boss.

9. Doctor John [ 10/10 ]

Cha Yo-han is a genius doctor at his work but end up entered jail as he has euthanasia one of his patient. Kang Si-young is a resident of anesthesiology who works at the jail temporarily and meet Dr. Cha there. After Dr.Cha end his prisoner sentence, Dr. Kang works together with him.

** YESSS AGAIN, JISUNG. Hahaha I just love him that much. It is medical story so I watch the drama because of that but later in the story, it was revealed that Dr.Cha is CIPA patient which caught me interest the most. I love Dr.Kang's act too. YOU MUST WATCH THIS.

10. The Moon That Embraces The Sun [ 10/10 ]

Set against the backdrop of a Korean traditional palace, this fantasy drama tells the poignant love story between a king and a female shaman. There is conflict between the throne and the king tries his best to handle them.

** I know the synopsis seems like not one but it's quite hard to explain longer. Basically it just a love story but with deeper feelings as it is between a king and a shaman, who later we found out that she is very important in his life since they were young. Got to say it is one of the best historical drama that I have ever seen. From the soundtrack, line of cast and everything.... i cried very hard on one of the episodes because they got me like T_____T I WOULD SUGGEST THIS TO EVERYONE and you totally wont regret it, i believe. Such miracle do happen, to protect and to love. 

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So yes, that's it. Is there any drama that I left behind? Hahahah, do tell me okie. I'm a big fan of Romance Comedy genre but times to times, I gradually watch other genre too, except horror. Thank you and byee.

SPM 2019

SPM 2019

Hello everyone. I hope all of you stay safe and healthy despite the pandemic virus that have cropped up in our country. Make sure enough that you are following all the instructions from Malaysia Health Ministry and World Health Organisation that have been provided. Some people are battling with life and death now, so I hope everyone could do a silent plea to these patients and frontlines. And you. It's time for you to take a break in between for your own self. It's time to breath and it's time to heal. All this positivity seems like unreal right? Yes it is. I even had some unproductive days along this Restriction of Movement Orders but it's okay. Do something by taking baby steps and believe me, it was never too late. Embrace and be you. I am thinking to do my To Do List today, since we got another free 14 days. I hope it can help and organize my day better hahha

When I scrolled Instagram, Twitter and even scan-reading at the WhatsApp's status by people who I knew, these past few days, there were too many hatred spreading out and I totally sick of it but at the mean time, I understand on why they got raged. People are being irresponsible, selfish, ungrateful etc2. So yesterday, I decided to skip a bit from this issue and tried binge watching some movies and dramas. Unfortunately, it did not worked out. I could not focus and because of that, I randomly grabbed " Pelukis Jalanan " book and read it. Read, read and kept reading it till I could finished that whole book on one day. It was so good to be able to read again. I was about to continue for " Arkitek Jalanan " but little inside part of me said that I should write! Like I feel so pump out right now so I thought, dear self, at least make a proper reflect and your own anecdote of story. And that is why I am here. To talk about my SPM result and I knew by looking at the title, everyone mesti excited to know about it right? Well at least to my devoted readers, hehe.

( me and my classmates )

I thought I shall make one proper post after receiving the result right away like maybe two or three days after that but nah, I have no time and I thought that I didn't have anything to say to anyone. So I just back off and continued working. It was not a delusional moment or I was being ungrateful oki. Alhamdulillah, I am proud of myself :)

So I went back to Melaka, one day before I got my result and we were staying at my adek ngasuh place for two days and one night. Allahu, I missed them so much and when we arrived, those lil kids seems a bit timid and all that but that night, it was chaotic! They were still noisy and heart-warming like usual hehe. So on 5th, I went to school, wearing my baju kurung and got to say that I was a bit nervous? I seriously didn't expect of anything about the result because I knew how I studied before this. I was giving all the fully rights to God and tawakal about everything. When I was entering the gate, the first one who was all excited and running to me was my chemistry teacher! She was so adorable and after quick asking this and that, she immediately asking me, " Did you checked your result via online?". I smiled and said no, oh come on, tak surprise la kan? Hahaha. I lowkey enjoy the anxious feeling among all my friends ( and even my self! ) Everyone were seems like exchanging all the thrilling stories that they got to experienced on current life and their new 2020.

To shorten the story, I got *6As and 3Bs everyone.* Alhamdulillah, it's all from Allah. Those Bs are my Biology, Chemistry and Physic papers and the shocked part was my Addmath result, as I got A- for this stressing subject.

 ( this is first time i am sharing my own pic so introduce u, me and my parent hehe )

Thank you my parents, my teachers, my friends and everyone who ride along the journey I took part with. It was memorable and I believe that I could not do this with the guidance and help from all people. All those inspirational people, sama ada mati ataupun hidup, mahupun karakter semata2 ( referring to Naruto ), terima kasih untuk segalanya.

Before getting the result, rather than worry of my own feeling, I kept worry of people's saying because girl have been living with expectation of people for my whole life, with all the good and great student title who could score, they said. Tapi bila dah dapat keputusan SPM tu kan, takdela kisah mana pun hahah. I cuma lebihkan momen-momen yang ada untuk bersyukur dan gembira Tapi bila dah banyak masa untuk pikir balik ni kan, kadang-kadang ada jugak terbayang-bayang apa la cikgu2 cakap ek kat sekolah? Diorang cite apa kat adik2 ni? Hahaha. Ke takde yang kisah kut? Ke ada? Ishh rindu la cikgu2 bebel. Kah kah kah.

Cuma nak kasi satu appreciation kepada diri sendiri perihal subjek matematik tambahan tu je la. Believe or not I got E on trial and I even cried over that matter, thinking that there is no more next time. Emotion welled up inside me, but under His guidance and my hard work these past two years, so kira macam berbaloi la. Walaupun kantoi kat subjek2 sains. Dukacita sebenarnya tapi takpe, hidup kena teruskan. I mungkin tak worked hard enough? Tapi nak measure kita punya hard work, luar fitrah dah tu right? Takpe, Allah tahu semua. Dia akan bagi banyak lagi lepas ni, inshaAllah. 

As I determined enough to go studying oversea before this, it seems like the hope is faded slowly hohoho. The requirements to get the scholarship is quite hard and my SPM result did not help much. But honestly, Ariena is still Ariena. Maybe in the future, I will try hard to get the places that could offering  me one, inshaAllah. I am thinking to further my studies in medical field generally although my Bio result macam hampeh hahhah but it is okay lah, Allah has set better plan for me so I`m all good.

That`s it I guess. See ya in the next post oki, Assalammualaikum.