Saturday 5 March 2022

Words of the year 2022.

Words of the year 2022.

Hi and assalammualaikum dear self. It's been a long time you wrote.. Do you neglect your wild thoughts by intent and choose to ignore? Oh, I wish you have make your time to write. I know that everyday is constants play button instead of the option for pause button... but trust me, you (in the future) will definitely appreciate if you (today) write more. But.. That's okay.

 

If 'purpose' was word of the year that you (in the past) have personally chose for 2021, I would advise you to choose two words for this year, which are ketenangan dan kesederhanaan. I can't help but to choose two and they are in bahasa since it sounds more classic. Lately, I've been obsessed with subscription mail by JIWA. It calls, Surat Jiwa, buat Kamu. I fall in love everytime I read the letter that come to light my day. I wish it would be a trend again to send surat and all that.

 

Ketenangan. Yes, I hope by the end of 2022, you could appreciate ketenangan more. You've been too anxious these days, silly. You've been concerned too much. You've been worried too much. Being such doesn't really help you to progress.. Instead, you are being trapped, with your own world. Yes, I did not invalidate your feelings, like at all, but that is unhealthy feeling if it is constant one go feeling without break. What are you worry for? What are you anxious for?

 

Tenang. Semuanya, akan berlalu. Semuanya akan baik-baik sahaja. Semua ini akan berakhir. Dan kau akan berjumpa penghujung dan akhirnya kembali dengan dunia yang lebih indah, yang tiada penghujung. Aku tidak menyalahi diri engkau untuk merasakan semua itu. Jadi, hiduplah secara besederhana. Jangan lelah. Jangan gentar. Kehidupan, beginilah. Walau acap kali kau merasakan, engkau tidak mampu menanggung perasaan ini seorang diri, ingatlah bahwa kau memiliki tuhan yang sentiasa berada di sisi engkau. Jangan bersedih selalu, senyum dan teruskan perjuanganmu, kerna aku sentiasa bangga padamu. Terima kasih untuk segalanya, wahai diriku.

 

Selamat ulang tahun, salam dua dekad.