2018

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful.


Assalammualaikum and hi everyone. I have an untold story today so let me share to everyone.


Believe or not,


2018 was 'that' year that bring me up and down so much. I'm grateful that I'm still alive. Still breathing, alhamdulillah. I remember I was anxious, waiting for the new year, at the very last day on December 2017. I was excited to begin the whole new things. I want to revamp all the mistakes to pure glitter, at least. I was innocent and still am. I guess that just how life is. We are enthusiast over something and then things just went like that.



2018 was a year that I went through everything in a very fast, very hectic and very tiring mode. Me, myself who loves to overthink doesn't even have time to deeply think over something anymore and that was quite funny. Great as well because at least I became more assure about situations and not day-dreaming too much.



2018 was also a year that I became reckless more than before and I hate that fact. I hope 2019 won't be the same again. All in all, 2019 will be the year that I will actively join #spreadkindness events. I guess it is more important and fulfilling to do rather than doing right things that sometimes hurt people. Kindness is over everything and I believe that.


and I couldn't recap that much about my 2018 stories to be honest but the real-est thing is, I figured out that I had successfully remake a blog and I really satisfied with it. It was one of my 2018 wishlist along side I happened to learn riding motorcycle, one week before 2018 ended. I enjoyed reading people's thoughts and points of view though hahaha.


2018, thank you.


ps :: i also want to share you guys the things that i was enjoying throughout this year. well maybe some of em?


ㅡ Suscribed to Aida Azlin's love letter.
ㅡSuscribed to HiHo Kids' youtube channel.
ㅡWatched Naruto series.
ㅡHardworking to ensure the room is always clean and spacious.
and more and I believe you guys too!


What are the things that you were enjoying throughout this year? Share it in comment section :]

school starter pack

1.     Start the morning off right.

2.     Iron clothing the night before.

3.     Preparation for the school’s outfits.

4.     Set up homework station back.

5.     Less gadjets.

6.     Set bedtimes.

7.     Finishing your homeworks.

8.     Get new gear for the school year.

9.     Prepare for your mental!!!

ps : all the best everyone!

be the one

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, the most Merciful. 

Assalammualaikum and hi, fellas. It's been a while I write something properly besides my lame and childish rants, and I feel excited somehow. I'm thinking the whole day on what topic should I write today. Something that worth to read? ANDDDD /drumroll thus, I decided to write about how to find someone that understand our heart.


I have so many flaws that even if I list it down, the page would not be enough. However, having someone that could understand me is something that I should be really appreciated with. As many hurdles facing one life, I guess having someone behind you is already a comfort I guess? No matter what happens, one will be there for you. Like look, life is full of questions without answers and some things should be solved together. That is where your-dearly-one will pay heed to your thoughts plus views and will be throwing different but realistic opinions to you. I personally think, someone who understand me deep inside, would help me in this content life.


So I just sit back and think for awhile. Look, I always try to find the right person to let out all my thoughts but I just can't. I had already stop finding the right person because I just too tired to let or boost out toward wrong person who doesn't deserved my fullest thoughts. Thanks of that, I always mumble alone with God and write on this blog. I guess life just like that. The circle life now is extremely small and it’s not even a circle anymore. It’s just a dot.


So my positive vibes just voice out this. How about I try to be that 'one' first, the 'one' that understand people, the 'one' that I can be in their shoes? Maybe that is the way the right person will eventually give a hand, lend their ears and shoulders. [ positive thoughts : ON ] Like no matter who she or he is. Named it, family, friends, spouse, life long partner or who ever that you can rely on. Try to be the 'one' that you want to have. Stop dreaming but make it real. Or maybe you could think that Allah make a way for you so that you are easily putting faith toward Him. Who knows? 


Nevertheless, let just du'a, wait and try to be that 'one'.

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ps: did you guys saw the big and ugly title in my blog? i have been trying to fix it and i don't really know why it became like that. maybe i tertekan something during the pre-made of this blog. anyone know how to fix this? the title is link itself!