Books no longer bring joy.

Books no longer bring joy.  

Assalammualaikum everyone. Hope this post finds you, healthy physically and mentally. Ameen. 

Coming here again after a while because I'm having holiday break currently. I've been planning to update since day one of the holiday but, this girl just do not know when to begin, specifically. Now that I feel like my days seem colorless, I decided to read other people blog and get inspired to write one ahaha. Just a quick and short life update, I guess?

I think I have contact some of my friends during this break and repeated the same thing over and over again regards my life update so I want to skip the formality and tell you the other pieces of my life story. Perhaps, the thing that I do not like people around me get to know about this but this open public post do not mind me? Lol. Yes, you read the title of this post right.

I find it's hard for me to read these days. All the books seems dull and I always sleep at the end of second flip page or I just do not understand what the author's idea.  It frustrating how I always say " Oh, things that keep me happy is reading book. " back then, but now I can no longer feel the same thing anymore. Despite having second thought of buying new books, (realizing the books at home not able to bring joy anymore), I wonder how far the truth is. 

The only thing that make me happy these days are listening to other people story and how they've been at lately. Especially my close friends. T just texted me yesterday. S also sent me mails last week. I'm happy to see my friends happy. Or at least the fact that we are still caring for each other. I wish I can see them whenever I want but Malaysia is too big to go here and there freely I guess. I have no friends at my place right now since I moved away from Melaka so it's quite lonely at some points. Especially during holidays now, more free time is available but the girl does not know how to do self-healing properly. It's time to pick up new hobbies while trying to make amends with my books relationship in between. What would that be..?

ps: i am also happy reading blog entries. i guess i am very interested in knowing people stories ahaha. what is your favourite blogger so perhaps i could read too?