Hi
and assalammualaikum dear self. It's been a long time you wrote.. Do you
neglect your wild thoughts by intent and choose to ignore? Oh, I wish you have
make your time to write. I know that everyday is constants play button instead of the option for pause button... but trust me, you (in the future) will definitely
appreciate if you (today) write more. But.. That's okay.
If
'purpose' was word of the year that you (in the past) have personally chose for
2021, I would advise you to choose two words for this year, which are
ketenangan dan kesederhanaan. I can't help but to choose two and they are in
bahasa since it sounds more classic. Lately, I've been obsessed with
subscription mail by JIWA. It calls, Surat Jiwa, buat Kamu. I fall in
love everytime I read the letter that come to light my day. I wish it would be
a trend again to send surat and all that.
Ketenangan.
Yes, I hope by the end of 2022, you could appreciate ketenangan more. You've
been too anxious these days, silly. You've been concerned too much. You've
been worried too much. Being
such doesn't really help you to progress.. Instead, you are being trapped, with
your own world. Yes, I did not invalidate your feelings, like at all, but that
is unhealthy feeling if it is constant one go feeling without break. What are
you worry for? What are you anxious for?
Tenang.
Semuanya, akan berlalu. Semuanya akan baik-baik sahaja. Semua ini akan
berakhir. Dan kau akan berjumpa penghujung dan akhirnya kembali dengan dunia
yang lebih indah, yang tiada penghujung. Aku tidak menyalahi diri engkau untuk
merasakan semua itu. Jadi, hiduplah secara besederhana. Jangan lelah. Jangan
gentar. Kehidupan, beginilah. Walau acap kali kau merasakan, engkau tidak mampu
menanggung perasaan ini seorang diri, ingatlah bahwa kau memiliki tuhan yang
sentiasa berada di sisi engkau. Jangan bersedih selalu, senyum dan teruskan
perjuanganmu, kerna aku sentiasa bangga padamu. Terima kasih untuk segalanya,
wahai diriku.
Selamat
ulang tahun, salam dua dekad.
